Lights, Camera, Dating

Been going on dates still nothing real no love lol. Well if I wanted to randomly hookup thats been the option but No thanks to that. To my friends who are dating...  If your in the dating scene and you don't want a relationship then you should actually say, I don't want a relationship with whoever your going out with because that's the truth. Its pretty sucky to invest time into someone only to find out they don't want the same things as you.

For me "Actions speak louder than words" So if someone you started talking to is constantly sending you sexual texts and not actually trying to have a real conversation... Dudes just trying to hookup with you.

I have been finding my voice lately which is very liberating. I have had a very hard time speaking up for what I want. In the past that has seriously got me into some crappy situations or in other cases missed opportunities.

Half the battle is actually saying what you want! I was thinking do we even allow ourselves to know what we want? Whos gone out with friends, family or even on a date say to dinner... Where do you want to go? And the reply is I don't know wherever..... Well okay how about alto or xoxo taco? Oh no I dont feel like tacos.... Okay how about Dinosaur? Oh Im not in the mood for BBQ..... Oh okay lets get Sushi then .... Oh thats not enough food....OKAY So where do you want to go then? The reply oh Dosent matter wherever you want!!! Are you kidding me😪.