Shards of broken soul.

They say that everything happens for a reason. well I really hope that's true. That God only gives you what you can handle. I hope that is true as well. It's going to be a new year and a lot of changes in my life. My behavior everything. I can no longer live howhever I want. I need to have a plan a goal. Direction and a vision for my life.

Shards of broken soul pierce through my skin
what have you done with your precious life.
broken pieces of a girl once there lay shattered
at my feet. heartache creeps throughout my body
like blood through my veins. I am still alive. The pain
inside so hurtful and tearing. Going back to the same
old things that make me feel so empty inside. No more.
A new begining arises from the hell I have made myself.
I can survive it, I have to. The past will remain in the past.
It can not be altered and therfore I can not dwell upon it.
New life emerges from the darkness. ~grace~