I have a Cage...

The essence of your aura makes me feel eminent.
Caged are my desires hidden away out of reach.
Why is it I can not say what I want.
I have placed  invisible chains around
my heart and soul. Do I like this cage I have
built around myself. It makes me lonely and
aching for freedom.
My comfort zone my cage. I've lived here for a long time.
Things are not very secure here anymore. 
Cracks in the walls, offer a little ray of hope

that I can break free from my inner chaos.
I want to want. I want. I want. I just need to
be able to speak it out loud into the world
Instead I speak it silently in my mind.
 I hold the key why can't I turn it.


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