Seeds

Imagination... A seed planted that is conception... Life grows imagine that.
All the things that have gotten out of hand don't seem to matter with this new life. He is everything good and beautiful in the world and he is not even here yet.

I can honestly say that this past fall was one of the darkest times in my life. Full of self hate and sabatoge of ones self. False thoughts of being free to justify bad decsions.

Through the darkness a little light was planted. A saving light. A wake up call. A blessing. A miracle. Whatever you want to call it. I am alive and here and had that little light not had been I don't think I would be here. Old life... every mistake, every hurt I've caused, every hurt I have endured I've let go. New beginings, new love, new hope.

This is our year Nikki! We said it right? Without even knowing at the time what it meant for us. Discovery, Adventure, Purpose.