Old Poems Found Man was I going through some stuff!

Pretty sure all of these were written between 8th-9th grade.

 

Lost

By Grace Rebecca Perry
I can not see you anymore
your words are distant
I can not listen to the
Beat of your heart breaking me
into pieces of shattered tragedy
\Blinded by the darkness life can
bring in a instant of insanity
My life is shot, is buried in the
soil of forever
\Frozen in time and in your heart
time has stopped and you already know
how this will end Love is lost
in chains of sorrow and pain
never to regain new hope...

Never knowing

By Grace Rebecca Perry
The pain inside so hurtful and tearing going
\back to the same old things that make you
\feel so useless and dead with no knowledge
\of living.
\Never knowing where I'm going, never knowing
\never knowing.
\I'm so tired so very tired of all this life
\has to offer, there has to be more to life
\than this more to our way of existence.
\Never knowing where I'm going, never knowing
\never knowing.
\Lost in a world of misery lost in a world of
\crying so deep inside that its like burning
\alive. eye ablaze fire strong never known
\to anyone eye ablaze fire strong how long
\how long until I'm gone?

They Hate Me

By Grace Rebecca Perry
Caught up in a world of misery
never knowing what is real to me
everyone telling me what to believe
I'm just so tired of all their lies
Why does everyone have to judge me
if they don't like it they cut me
they throw me in the ground and drown me
they hate me they hate me

Unknown to Herself

By Grace Rebecca Perry
Sometimes she dreams
Those things are not real
And sometimes she wishes
That she could feel
She does not understand
The person that's inside
She does not even think she knows her
But if only she could accept peoples love
She then could possibly fall in love
Or have a dream a vision a future
That involves people truly knowing her
She's tired of lies and betrayal
Can't handle another hurt
She's trapped.

Mixed Emotions

By Grace Rebecca Perry
I live a lie
I want to Die
I want to live
I want to hide
I want to run
as far as I can
I want to be free
I want to make a stand
But I'm trapped
in the chains
I'm strapped to the grave
I cant tell what's living
or what's dead
I see myself dying
I no longer be lying
I have no more fear
I cant take it anymore
I better find my self soon
Or I'm Doomed!

Me

By Grace Rebecca Perry
Time flies by I want to die
I want to run but everything is kept inside
I hurt everyday I cry
but nothing changes.
I cant breathe sleep or eat
I cant live I'm in to deep
I try to change to be someone different
I try to hard I stress to much
I just don't want to live and never be touched.
People try to get inside but I cant let them in
they cant see my dirt, or feel my pain
or even begin to know me who I really am
But I guess I really don't know myself
otherwise I would not have any doubt
about who I am but I guess....
I just don't know where to begin

A Place

By Grace Rebecca Perry
I want to run away to a place
\where there's no hurt no pain
\no feelings like these.
\No misery but hope, love and joy.
\A place to be free and happy.
\To feel alive like there's something that's at
\least worth the pain and suffering.
\A place to be free and happy.
\To feel alive like there's something worth
\the pain and suffering.
\where there's no hurt no pain no feelings
\like these.
\I want to run away to a place...
\but I cant find it.