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Thursday, February 6, 2014

Toxic Selfish People

   What is a selfish person the dictionary would define selfish as, (of a person, action, or 
motive) lacking consideration for others; concerned chiefly with one's own personal profit or
 pleasure. The hard thing is I never realize that I allow these people into my life until they 
have already affected me in a negative way. Selfish people are the true wolves in lambs
 clothing. They are nice, they are extremely sweet, they are likable, and they will suck the 
happiness out of you. Selfish people only care about their own pleasures and have no 
consideration for others even if they are causing that person pain. The kicker is most selfish
people don't actually know they are selfish and they end up carelessly walking all over the 
hearts of people who care for them. So I'm not saying I can't be selfish at times but honestly 
most of the time I put others needs before my own. It is a good and bad thing because
I usually end up paying for it emotionally. I need to establish boundaries with people. I am 
not going to be there for people only when they benefit and need me. While when I need them 
there nowhere to be found. I have constantly been the one to ask how your day is otherwise 
nothing. Makes  you wonder if a person even cares about you at all. Who needs a one sided 
relationship of any kind... Not me. Time who has time to waste... not me not on someone
who does not value that time given to them. Why put up with it? I can't. I need to realize these 
relationships are toxic to my soul, to my wellbeing, to my heart! I am a lover. I love people, I 
see the good in people, and I forget that some people are not like me. They are takers, they 
don't know how or are not willing to give of themselves. They make excuses for their

questionable behavior.  I won't be someone’s door mat.  I am moving forward no more repeats  of past mistakes. I WILL NOT let someone try and make me feel bad for what I feel! I am who I am. 

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